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Fairy Tale

Journal Entry: Wed Sep 2, 2009, 5:05 PM


"I haven’t been quite the same,
So sure the story of my life would never change.
But in a bright-eyed way, she rinsed out the soap in my eyes,
And wrote a song that I'm about to sing.

She's a magnetic girl
That I hardly even know.
So this is not another love song.
Just a list of things that I should know,
And everyone should know that:

1. You got to take it kind of slowly
2. You got to hurry up and make your move
3. You got to tell her how you’re feeling
4. You got to be the perfect gentleman.

When you shake the walls, you got to make 'em bend, yeah.
You got to show her that
She's the balance beam
And I keep falling all around her fairy tale.
(her fairy tale)

We took a walk in the rain.
I suggested, she confess:
"There's a heart nearby to cast the shame."

Stay cool.
But I'm giddy like a school boy.
You got to handle with care:
This is not a toy.

Then gradually we touched.
And though our clothes were wet, we sat and smiled.
I never thought I'd smile so much
The first kiss always says the most.

1. You got to take it kind of slowly
2. You got to hurry up and make your move
3. You got to tell her how you’re feeling
4. You got to be the perfect gentleman.

When you shake the walls, you got to make 'em bend, yeah.
You got to show her that
She's the balance beam
And I keep falling all around her fairy tale.
(fairy tale...)

  • Mood: Tense
  • Listening to: Blue October
  • Reading: Queen oif the Damned
  • Watching: NCIS
  • Playing: Devil May Cry
  • Eating: noms
  • Drinking: tea

She's My Ride Home

Journal Entry: Wed Apr 30, 2008, 7:13 PM
We talked
Together sharpening a knife
Like killing partners for a life
Hey, we can hide the bodies on the ride home
Now here we are
We're licking skin to wipe us clean
Strike a match, pour gasoline
Ditch the scene and watch the city burn
Asleep my lap will be a pillow steering-wheel turn

I'll be reaching for the stars with you, honey
Who cares no-one else believes
So I set fire to everyone around but you
(I told you) I told you we'd do it
So ha ha ha ha, ha ha ha yeah, we won

We drive
To leave the past and clear the mind
To watch the sunset at its time
I swear you're fine, I'm your ride home
Now close your eyes
It's getting dark and the highway's clear
No sign of life from front to rear
It's just you, my dear, on the ride home
We're going home

I'll be reaching for the stars with you, honey
Who cares no-one else believes
So I set fire to everyone around but you
(I told you) I told you we'd do it
So ha ha ha ha, ha ha ha yeah, we won

We talked
Together sharpening a knife
Like killing partners for a life
Hey, we can hide the bodies on the ride home
Cause we're going home

I'll be reaching for the stars with you, honey
Who cares no-one else believes
So I set fire to everyone around but you
(I told you) I told you we'd do it
So ha ha ha ha (we won)
Ha ha ha ha (oh yeah, we won)
Ha ha ha ha (we won)
Ha ha ha ha (yeah, we won)
Yeah, we won



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I owe you my life...
:iconjohndeer91:

Clubs:
:iconsilver-and-gold::iconxigdemclub::iconyaoi-yaoi-club:
  • Mood: Hopeless
  • Listening to: My heart beat...
  • Reading: New Moon again...
  • Watching: The cars go by, out my window
  • Playing: nothing...
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: tea

I'd Do Anything

Tue Apr 1, 2008, 8:25 PM


Another day is going by
I'm thinking about you all the time
But you're out there
And I'm here waiting

And I wrote this letter in my head
Cuz so many things were left unsaid
But now you're gone
And I can't think straight

This could be the one last chance
To make you understand

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know
I won't forget you

Together we broke all the rules
Dreaming of dropping out of school
And leave this place
To never come back

So now maybe after all these years
If you miss me have no fear
I'll be here
I'll be waiting

This could be the one last chance to make you understand
And I just can't let you leave me once again

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know
I won't forget you

I close my eyes
And all I see is you
I close my eyes
I try to sleep
I can't forget you
And I'd do anything for you

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know
I won't forget you

I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
There's nothing I won't do
I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
Cuz I know
I won't forget you


I'll give you everything.
Anything.

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:iconjohndeer91: is my wonderful little brother, Alphonse

:iconollyoliver: is my darling Zexion

:icongothzombie: is my beloved Demyx

:iconrawk-z3r0: is the crazy fucker down the street

Clubs I belong to:
:iconsilver-and-gold::iconxigdemclub::iconyaoi-yaoi-club:

  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: I'll Be Your Home
  • Reading: Devil May Cry
  • Watching: Devil May Cry
  • Playing: I wish I were playing Devil May Cry
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: tea

One of those tags

Tue Feb 19, 2008, 6:10 PM


I rahter like the ones that have to do with music, so I stole this one from Teacher:

Step 1: Put your music player on shuffle.

Step 2: Post the first line from the first 30 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing.

Step 3: Strike through the songs when someone guesses both artist and track correctly.

Step 4: For those who are guessing -- looking the lyrics up on a search engine is CHEATING!

Step 5: If you like the game post your own.

1. That's the start, the middle, and the end
2. Here I go again, Slipping further away
3. Here comes Johnny in again
4. Now, Don't just walk away
5. Where Lagan streams sing lullabies
6. we went down to the edge of the water
7. You remind me of the babe
8. Ziggy played guitar, jamming good with Weird and Gilly
9. kishin da omoi o hakidashitai no wa
10. Under the weight of your wings
11. you let me violate you
12. Please please please
13. Goodnight, my angel
14. Your dream vacation is my hostage refuge
15. She’s in to superstitions
16. When you wake up in the evening and the day is shot
17. You come out at night
18. Holding close my secrets
19. Pay close attention
20. Lookin out a dirty old window
21. In the light of the sun, is there anyone?
22. My apologies, dear, for all my mistakes
23. Now you’ve really crossed the line
24. Scotty doesn’t know
25. I’m sorry for the way I’ve treated you
26. Now that she's back in the atmosphere
27. When the devil is too busy, and death’s a bit too much…
28. C'est le malaise du moment,
29. me and my baby on a February holiday
30. sweat baby, sweat baby

PS ^^; I had a lot of instrumetals play while I was doing this, so I actually ended up skipping a lot and going past the first thirty that played. Also, some of the somes Teacher had already played, like Closing Time and Undo, so I skipped those as well. Sorry!

PPS. SOME ARE INCREDIBLY EASY. Some have the first words are the actual name of the song, and some...are just plain easy.

PPPS. ALSO: Some of the song had words or other introductory...things...but I put down the first REAL line of the song.

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:iconjohndeer91: is my wonderful little brother, Alphonse

:iconollyoliver: is my darling Zexion

:icongothzombie: is my beloved Demyx

:iconrawk-z3r0: is the crazy fucker down the street

Clubs I belong to:
:iconsilver-and-gold::iconxigdemclub::iconyaoi-yaoi-club:

  • Mood: Yearning
  • Listening to: Year of...
  • Reading: Furuba
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: tea

Red Scarf

Tue Nov 6, 2007, 7:45 PM


white

Whether I ever started out innocent is a good question. I couldn't answer that question if I tried.

But I know I missed my childhood. It flew out the window the day that man came into my life...

I hardly expected my life to come to this...this wasn't the fairytale I had always dreamed of...


red

Now that I'm jaded I can allow my intellect to grow and prosper without worrying that somewhere along the way I will fall into confusion or uncharted territory where I had never before been exposed.

Some are worried by my over-exposure. Why am I like this?? Blood, pain, and death calm me...they never scare or sorrow me...

Sometimes though...I hate the way I am, as comfortable as I seem with myself.

I HATE
My fascination with death
My lack of social connection
My fear of losing what I never had...
My sexual obsessions


brown

After it's over...I miss the comfort I never received.

I want to lie in your arms forever.

Until death do us part...and not even then...

I love you
Lily
:heart::rose::blackrose::rose::heart:

Do you remember?
When we were kids, there was a door that we couldn't reach even standing on tiptoes
We've wandered about, and forgotten time
We always run into the labyrinth road here

I can't stop unconsciously looking for your smile
Nothing has changed, even now I run

Even if we're far away from each other, our thoughts are connected
Even if a mischevious fate tries to befall us, we won't break

If the tomorrow that I wish for is ahead of me
Everyone should notice this, in their minds
One day I want to show you when
The means for conflict disappear, in the clear days

People won't stop hurting one another in this degenerating world
But since meeting you, I have nothing to fear anymore

It doesn't matter how much my body burns up, as long as it's given to you
I'll soar up to to heaven in pure white, and watch over you

Even if we're far away from each other, our thoughts are connected
Even if a mischevious fate tries to befall us, we won't break

It doesn't matter how much my body burns up, as long as it's given to you
It would be nice if the world that I'm reborn in reaches your eyes, someday


~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
:iconjohndeer91: is my wonderful little brother, Alphonse

:iconollyoliver: is my darling Zexion

:icongothzombie: is my beloved Demyx

:iconrawk-z3r0: is the crazy fucker down the street

Clubs I belong to:
:iconsilver-and-gold::iconxigdemclub::iconyaoi-yaoi-club:

  • Mood: Yearning
  • Listening to: Lighthouse

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